Grrrr. I have tried for two days to upload this with photos. I have tried every configuration of image upload, and nothing works!!!! So, yet again, this month's letter to Jamie will be sans photos. I'm getting very tired of blogger misbehaving.
Dear Rabbit,
You are growing up so fast! I remember when I brought you home from hospital and lay you under your playgym. It seemed so huge, towering over you. You just lay there in your donut, staring about you. I would push the little Sesame Street characters back and forth, encouraging you to play with them. You’d just stare at them. I wondered when on earth you were going to be advanced enough to actually interact with them. And almost in the blink of an eye, you were playing with them, laughing with them, cupping them in your hands and turning them around to examine them. Next, you found the little spinning dials on the side of the playgym and worked out that you have to hit the top of them to make them spin. And this month, you’ve taken the use of the playgym to its next (and I suspect, final) level. You have learnt to pick it up, to push and pull it along the floor and to turn it over. Such a boy!
You’ve become a real little personality this month. A perfect little person. You are cheeky. You love playing games. You laugh with us at our little jokes. You want to join in with Daddy and I when we’re doing things. You have the most captivating smile; flashing your little dimple and when you smile at me, I have to drop whatever I’m doing and smile back. You’ll catch sight of me watching you sometimes and give me a huge smile back. Aaah.
You are so expressive now. You call out to us when we’re near. “Err!” “Err!” You show us things. Even when we’ve only just given it to you moments before and so obviously know full well what it is you’re holding in your hot little hand. You lift your arms up when we walk past; a signal that you’d like to be picked up, thank you very much. If we should walk away from you the “Err!” escalates as you call out forlornly after our disappearing backs. We are continually reassuring you that we’ll be back straight away. If I’m down on the floor sitting with you, you launch yourself at my chest and nestle into me, begging to be cuddled in my lap. As I pick you up, you kick your legs delightedly and coo. Your head nestles into the crook of my neck and you exclaim with delight as you stroke my hair. That melts me, Rabbit. I just go all weak and gooey when you do that. I could sit all day feeling the perfect roundness of your warm little head.
I’ve also witnessed you being shy this month. For the first time, you buried your head in my chest when we arrived at Grandma's and she smiled at you for the first time. You warmed up to her quickly and were smiling and giggling with her in no time, but your initial shyness came as a surprise because you hadn’t been at all shy up until now.
You still don’t have much hair. Well, you have more hair, it’s just that it’s very fair and very blonde, so it doesn’t really show. You’ve grown in length and are now 71cm long. You’re almost 8kg. Almost big enough for us to turn your car seat around. Almost. In the next couple of weeks, I reckon. You had a change in wardrobe this month, as you’ve moved into size 0 clothes. I love organizing your new wardrobes. It’s been such fun because you’ve been growing so fast and I haven’t had a chance to get bored with your clothes yet. Every three months we have a whole new wardrobe to try out!
You love sitting up and playing with your things or jumping in your Jolly Jumper. When you’re sitting, you’ve become quite good at leaning to the side to reach things. You lean so far to the side that your back leg lifts right off the ground. You’d be on your hands and knees except that your front foot gets wedged underneath you and you don’t know how to lift yourself over it yet. When you discover that, you’ll be off crawling! There’s no rush though, Rabbit. All in your own time. I like it that you’re still fairly immobile. I’m not looking forward to the day when I have to start running around after you.
This month I’ve let you sit out on the lawn. The days are warming up and, even though the grass is still a bit damp, I figure that you’ve got all that nappy padding on and you shouldn’t get too wet. You love feeling the grass, fingering the blades with curiosity, pulling at them and watching what happens. I’m continuously fishing clover leaves out of your mouth. I have to make sure all the leaves are out of reach so that you can’t pick them up and put them in your mouth too. Every now and then you find one and stick it in your mouth. If it’s long enough, I hear you gagging on it as it tickles the back of your throat.
Speaking of gagging, this month we’ve all had gastro. You had it first and you had it the worst. You had a high temperature and were throwing up for a full 24 hours. You just couldn’t hold anything down. You would only breastfeed and we went back to feeding you every couple of hours as you battled to keep your fluids up. It was horrible. But you didn’t complain. You slept lots, and when I came down with the same bug 4 days later I could understand why, because I felt so achey and lethargic. Poor bunny.
It took you about 10 days until you were back eating your food again. And for two weeks you were waking up at least once a night, sometimes twice, for a feed. After having had uninterrupted sleep for all this time, it was quite hard for me to get used to waking up during the night again. I’m happy to say that the last two nights you’ve slept through. Yay! You have gone back to being a perfect sleeper too. All that trouble last month, it’s hard to believe. You hardly fuss at all when I put you in your bed these days.
Your attachment to Popcorn has grown this month. You insist on bringing him with you when you wake up from a sleep. When you were sick and I had to feed you during the night, you’d wake up clutching little Popcorn and I would have to struggle with you to remove him from your mouth so that I could feed you. You told me off in no uncertain terms! I have to watch over little Popcorn though because you do have a tendency to drop him on the ground after a time, and Jak never fails to run off with him. I’m always rescuing your poor teddy bear from the back lawn or the hallway runner. I don’t like to think what would happen if we lost him!
Someone asked me the other day if I've started planning your first birthday party yet. I just looked at her in shock. Good Heavens! Is it nearly a year already? I guess it is.
I love you so much my little boy.
Mummy