It is confirmed. Childcare on Thurs and Fri from beginning of June. I am returning to work!
I have incredibly mixed feelings about this.
I guess I'm just like any other mum who is contemplating leaving her child in the care of others.
I don't like it!
But I guess it will be nice to be back at work, doing "grown-up" stuff, interacting with people about stuff other than childcare, having a bit more balance in my life. That will be good.
I just don't want to leave my baby! He looks at me with his mischievous little face, with his cheeky grin, with those new curls of blonde hair around his face (yes, he's getting little curls around his face) and my heart cries. I don't know how I can leave him for 8 hours a day.
OK, I'm off to distract myself.