
This week's palette in The Color Room is so warm and beautiful. I had a photo of Jamie at childcare laying around that I decided to scrap this time around. It had been taken by the staff there, way back when he first started. And he looks so teeny!

Journaling: At first you hated going to childcare. You would sob when I left you there, your face pressed against the glass, imploring me to stay. To not leave you. It tore my heart in two. I couldn’t ever imagine that you would settle and enjoy yourself. I hoped that you did. I would often find myself thinking of you while I was at work; wondering if you were OK, what you were doing. So, when they gave me this photo taken one session, my heart smiled. I was so happy to see that you’d been involved in dressing up and imaginative play. And the fact that they found you by the books – your favourite things – made me grin. I was reassured. And it made it slightly easier for me to leave you there and go to work.
I decided to write about the traumas of leaving him in care when I went back to work. I'm still not over the trauma, lol. It's been three years now, and he only just stopped crying recently. It's been a hard road, this separation thing. I think if I was passionate about my work, it would have been easier for me. But the fact that I really only did want to stay at home with him just made it oh so harder. I just love being his mum! I would have been a mum so many times over, if given the chance.
The girls at the Color Room have been asking about my writing. Yes, it is my handwriting. The product of a zealous grade 3 teacher. I have very very neat writing.
I am loving butterflies at the moment. My aversion to using flowers on Jamie's pages doesn't extend to butterflies and lately I've been using them on everything! Along with clouds :). I've also used the little clothing die-cut from Cosmo's "The Boyfriend" chipboard. It was sitting there, just perfect for this page. But it did introduce some other colours outside the palette. Oops!
I'm not sure about the design of this page. I changed my mind about it at the last minute, and it's thrown the balance somewhat. But, meh, sometimes you just gotta move on... Or maybe I'll come back and add something to it later. I find being constrained to a palette incredibly challenging. I might just cheat and add something outside the palette. Because something's missing, I feel. I usually use at least three or four colours on a page!
OK, over and out. Have a great weekend!
Kathie





I loved this palette!























